0.What’s worse?
     a.) Wanting everything
     b.) Wanting nothing

            
Killing desire. But is that different from killing dreams? What’s the
difference between dreams and desires? Well what I meant was killing unnecessary
desires. The desires that make you not enjoy what you already have,
that always leave you wanting more, that make you take what you do have
for granted, and that make you sulk mope and throw pity parties.
Desires make you stand still and not move forward. Dreams, on the
other hand, make you move. There’s no standing still. It is the goal
set in front of you motivating you to keep moving forward until you
reach it. Dreams are still a form of desire, except with dreams you
have hope and faith of acquiring that which you desire. With dreams,
you can see the steps you need to take to eventually get to your
destination. Having dreams is like seeing the bigger picture. It’s like
being in a car going to wherever it is you really want to go. As long
as you know you’ll be relaxing on the beach having fun with friends
sipping pina colatas, you’ll stifle your desire for air conditioning in
the car or your desire for more leg room because you know your
destination will be worth it.

So I bought myself half-off Halloween candy yesterday,

                   
                   
                  one of
the bags full of Smarties.



                              






Hopefully the saying

               “you are what you eat” has truth to it because

                                       
             
I have a test tomorrow and  . . .

                       
. . .
I needs ta be a smartie!




=P

        
                   
           The summer I didn’t have …

                                   
             Coffee lid #3

                            
                 
   Out of reach …










                                    
            
Coffee lid #2

I feel myself.
But it’s only the eye with a lash in it, the swollen finger, the infected tooth
that feels itself, is conscious of its own individual being. The healthy eye or
finger or tooth doesn’t seem to exist. So it’s clear, isn’t it?
Self-consciousness is just a disease. –We

       
                         
       
Daydreaming of you …

                                                  
Coffee lid #1