August 23, 2005

  •              I think the person you can ever miss
    most is yourself. You’re stuck in new routines, new surroundings, new people
    and you don’t know how to act around all this newness. So you refrain from doing
    anything, and more importantly you refrain from being yourself. For a while you
    don’t realize you haven’t been yourself for quite some time. Dystrophy occurs
    void of physical activity, similarly, your spirit decays void of being
    yourself. And like a swimmer under water all this time, you eventually gasp
    desperately for a breath of that which sustains you. Oxygen, is it? Or is it
    the moments when you are able to express and be exactly who you are.  -written Feb 27

Comments (7)

  • sometimes its too late when you do realize it.

  • random props... i loved your post.. i connected with it right away, rock on =)

    janee

  • uhh, you think too much.

  • hope your doing well buddy!

  • the person i miss the most is you!

  • I agree its hard to be ourself at times, and its even harder to know exactly who we want to be.  Like your swimmer analogy, trying different breathing techniques until we find the right one that works for us will prevent the desperate gasps of self expression.

    Then again desperate gasps of self expression bring on extreme creativity, or depression.  =)

  • I respectfully disagree. I didn't think I could miss anything more than 90210. then buffy left me, and I was never the same.

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